and now my apology to GOD

Sawadee Khrap

Father, so long I have denied my Oneness with you.  Forgive me my belief in the lie of this world.  Your Holy Spirit is teaching me to awaken and return to You. Accept my actions as my prayer.  Guide me to realize that ONLY forgiveness is the key to the acceptance of You.  I am Love and can give only love because of what I am. I AM your Son, the CHRIST.  Judgement is NOT of You, Specialness is NOT of You.   Thank You for providing me the means to lay down the toys of separation, specialness, sin and death. Amen

An apology

Sawadee Khrap

I want to apologize for my last post rather than just remove it. “Why are we searching” should have read  “WHY AM I”.

Again, my belief in the lie of specialness raises it head. This blog is intended to be a place where I can post my progress of learning who or what  I  am – NOT a platform where I can display my “special” knowledge of how to find the answer.  I need always remind myself that there is only one Teacher, and it’s not me.  I came to learn and only share my EXPERIENCE, strength and hope.

Why are we searching

Sawadee Khrap

Why are we always searching for friends, to be happy, to “find” love.?   Why are we not just BEING love, happiness, friends – ONE?

Because we have been told a lie and we believe it “To be SPECIAL” IS happiness !

Or is it?   Specialness demands that we have an opposite, a comparison – this requires a judgement.  And are we knowledgeable enough to make a valid judgement or is it a two-edged sword that will split happiness from our grasps?

Could the answer is to stop searching and just BE.

God Bless

Hebrew, Chinese, and now a Hindu Mansion

Sawadee Khrap

The creation story from a different perspective – can you see the similarity ?


In this publication is this great story of Brahma:

“The Story of Brahma and This Illusion that is Maya

There is an old story from India about the God,Brahma, who was all alone. Nothing existed but Brahma and he was completely bored. Brahma decided to play a game, but there was no one to play the game with.  So he created a beautiful goddess, Maya, just for the purpose of having fun.  Once Maya existed and Brahma told her the purpose of her existence.  She said “Okay, let’s play the most wonderful game, but you have to do what I tell you to do”  Brahma agreed and following Maya’s instructions, he created the whole universe. Brahma created the sun, stars, moon, and the planets. Then he created life on earth, the animals, the oceans, the atmosphere, everything.

Maya said “How beautiful is this world of illusion you created. Now I want you to create a kind of animal that is so intelligent and aware that it can appreciate your creation.”  Finally Brahma created humans and after that he finished the creation, he asked Maya when the game was going to start.

“We will start right now” she said.  She took Brahma and cut him into thousands of teeny, tiny pieces. She put a piece inside every human and said, “Now the game begins!!  I am going to make you forget what you are and you are going to try and find yourself!”  Maya created the dream, and still, even today, Brahma is trying to remember who he is.  Brahma is there inside you and Maya is stopping you from remembering what you are.”

It’s difficult to hid the truth, and I am convinced that the Holy Spirit will always use any available form or symbol in this world to show me the truth . I need be be open to learning.

God Bless