Well it looks like the family has broken up â€“ Pity, but the only way to really see if it will work is to start it and see how it proceeds. I should have seen this earlier but I was blind to anything except it working. It seems we both have a different idea of what relationship, partner, or marriage means. Didnâ€™t last long, but thatâ€™s for the best â€“ it gets more painful the longer it goes on and promises are made and actions speak a different attitude.
I also am seriously considering moving back to Pattaya â€“ I think I can tolerate the warmer weather now that my BP is back to normal and single life there has more to offer â€“ Chiang Mai is a bedroom community and doesnâ€™t have the large single sites – especially for gay â€“ like Pattaya does and many articles I have been reading state that living near the sea has added health benefits. What a relief to have the BP under control – should make it easier to get back to a normal life.