Just finished my massage and getting ready to go to lunch with Mike. Still not ready to say I am over the relationship thing â€“ nagging feelings and still difficult to talk or get to know anyone else without comparing. I suppose this too will pass but like I admitted in another post this is really the first time I actually fell in love â€“ seems kind of stupid at my age but I should have been through this as a teenager â€“ but didnâ€™t come out till a late age and missed all the drama, so I guess I am just living mine now. Ha Ha. But it does make it easier to cope by discussing it here â€“ I sure as hell donâ€™t want any of this on Facebook. I am amazed how much personal crap is posted on FB.
Oh well, just musing, off to lunch and a new day â€“ Charlie from the US is supposed to arrive today and we should make contact tomorrow â€“ that will be nice to see him again.