Well, todayâ€™s eye doctor report says that my eye pressuers have stabilized â€“ apparently the eye drops I have been using lately have done the trick. But next month we will do another peripheral vision test to see if there has been more damage since the last one I had done last month. That’s a relief. Donâ€™t want to add blindness to my possible future problem. Iâ€™ve only got about 12-14 years left and I would like to enjoy them in somewhat good health.
Iâ€™ve increased my weekly massages to 3 now with extra emphases on stretching. Seems to be making my walking much easier and having the massage boy incorporate it into each massage ensures that I do it on a regular basis â€“ I keep forgetting to stretch each morning when its left up to me, and God knows I need it. Goes to show how badly I need someone to take care of me and the need will only increase as I get older.
Havenâ€™t done anything else lately â€“ just not in the mood. I think I will return to Monk Chat, at least a couple times a week to fill in the hours â€“ helping someone is always the best medicine for boredom and feeling lonely. This last break-up has affected me more than I wanted to let on. But we all have to do what we have to do â€“ I also seriously think it will be very hard to find a young man with the same qualities. We will see. Not really looking forward to the hunt, so to say. Itâ€™s true you have to kiss a lot of frogs before you can find Prince Charming.