Well, today’s eye doctor report says that my eye pressuers have stabilized – apparently the eye drops I have been using lately have done the trick. But next month we will do another peripheral vision test to see if there has been more damage since the last one I had done last month. That’s a relief. Don’t want to add blindness to my possible future problem. I’ve only got about 12-14 years left and I would like to enjoy them in somewhat good health.
I’ve increased my weekly massages to 3 now with extra emphases on stretching. Seems to be making my walking much easier and having the massage boy incorporate it into each massage ensures that I do it on a regular basis – I keep forgetting to stretch each morning when its left up to me, and God knows I need it. Goes to show how badly I need someone to take care of me and the need will only increase as I get older.
Haven’t done anything else lately – just not in the mood. I think I will return to Monk Chat, at least a couple times a week to fill in the hours – helping someone is always the best medicine for boredom and feeling lonely. This last break-up has affected me more than I wanted to let on. But we all have to do what we have to do – I also seriously think it will be very hard to find a young man with the same qualities. We will see. Not really looking forward to the hunt, so to say. It’s true you have to kiss a lot of frogs before you can find Prince Charming.